The Naked Truth

Men are simple. Ladies Men are not that complicated. Why do women make things more complex than they should be

This week i was told that by a gal I have too much game was that code for me being a player. It may have seemed that I was playing the game but all i was doing is not letting the game play me. I was just protecting my self. holding my cards close to my chest so as to not expose my hand and also to protect my heart. I have known this gal for a couple of years, she is white and is cute. We chatted off and on and its been a couple of weeks that we have been talking on a regular basis . The comment about me having too much game actulay took me by surprise.

Some may say intercultural relationships don't work. Some may say find a girl in India and have an arrange marriage. Is it wrong to try and find Love (Pyar). Is it wrong for me to be happy now or should i nurture the love in girl i hardly know.

I may actually have a thing for this gal. Its just that women have so many layers that we guys have to peal to find the real HER. I just don't wanna get hurt cause i did not peal enough of her layers to find the real her.

I don't know if she feels the same way for me , and am not sure weather to expose my feelings. What if she dose not feel that way.

Just like most guys i have a fear of rejections. I don't wanna get hurt i wrote this poem of how i feel

my heart has been broken In the past
into a million pieces
riped out of my chest
trampled like a rose
upon the ground
i just long
for the clay maker
to mold me
and the glue to hold me through
that one person to make me whole again
why couldn't I just find you

if I have found you

why wont u nurture me to be new

dont hide your emotions from me

dont build wall

for me to tear down

this is no longer a game

am i just another name

just some guy

who has lost his way

please find me

and make me new again

please help me find my way

lucky in gamble not lucky in pyar

I am starting to believe an old saying that i am unlucky in प्यार (love) just lucky in the gambleof life. As i played poker with my buddies today i just could not loose. But when it came to women i just could not win.

But then isn't love a gamble, if so then I should hold my cards close to my chest. Today i just kept dealing my self the wrong cards. It was one of those days when i just said all the wrong things and pressed all the wrong nerves of the people around me. I guess i was just tired. A man is a fool when he is tired. If you are reading this my bad, i guess my stalkers did mess with my head causing my game to fall

I always thought i had game. when it came to love I thought I was a player. Today I just could not play it at all, but on the tables I had the hot hand all night.

Then there are those days that i know a penny in the slots is a penny lost cause my love radar is whacked those days. I am smooth as butter on ice when it comes to the love gene. Is that some kind of sigh that me being a man that we can’t multi task.

Why could i not have it on the tables and in प्यार (love). i guess u cant be good at both one has to choose. cant have ur cake and eat it